🐺 — Nica
彡 @BlitheThought

❝ don’t plan to give up
baby.

one day you gonna look back,
praising yourself for not
giving up.

one day you gonna look back,
and you start to
dance under starlight
admit that you had done
good enough to congratulate
yourself today.

one day you gonna look back,
and those pain doesn’t matter
anymore.
you fall but you rise
and nothing could stop
you from spread your
wings once again ❞

0500pm | 040920

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


don't you dare
define my weakness
through the shattered glass
on the floor --

i dare you to
define me through
war toward my demon
and you'll understand
the rage inside me
lead by the demon


230324 | 0600am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


sometimes the most
productive thing you can do
is laying on your bed and
rethinking life decision that
you make a whole years ago


240324 | 0930pm
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


honey
one day
you'll appreciate
all the hardships
that you've
been through --

be patient :)


240324 | 0940pm
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


i hate the idea
of being alone
but i couldn't resist
the idea
because being alone is like
sitting on a fluffy grass
with sky on my head
and air breeze to my face
yes that is freedom
at least
-- for my soul :)


240324 | 1005pm
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

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dah berhabuk dah bot @EccentricRoom_Bot ni, if anyone wants to talk do hit this bot okay. macam dah lama sangat tinggal channel ni, dah rinduuuuuuuu nak interact dengan you alls 🥺

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ada yang ingat lagi tak
- #midnightbebel
- #puisidariaku
- #poemnotforsale

lemme pikir pikir dulu should or not kita buat schedule macam dulu dulu, dah macam mess sangat je ni channel ni. amboi laa, tinggal lama shikitttt je dah hilang eh peaches ku. nasib ada lagi yang tinggal kat sini ye.

thankyou la yang mana ada sini since day 1, or tak kisahlah since day berapa pun. thankyou for staying, i owe a lot to you guys <3

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#poemnotforsale

i loathe when people speak their mind about “tide won’t kill”,
little did they know,
i drowning in my own tide of happiness,
gasping ; seeking for oxygen
hoping for a little help,
yet no one cares.

🌻— ncwlf
@BlitheThought

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


someone told me ;
don't fight for someone attention

but how do i fight
for attention when
they barely notice
my existence :)


270324 | 0408am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


idk how to swim
so i wish river
could brings me home

270324 | 0428am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


maybe
i don't deserve
anything in this
wide whole world
but i truly appreciate
every second of
my precious breath

270324 | 0503am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


if you see me
in pain,
stop validate as
if someone hurts me ;

the reality is
the one who hurting me
is myself :)


310324 | 0440am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


i don't need
anyone to love me --
i just need myself
to ✨love myself✨


310324 | 0512am
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

*just me adoring myself

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


"dissapointment happens
when you expect too much on
something"

oh dear,
if only i could
stop expecting
too much
so this pain
not gonna be
this much ~


020424 | 0912pm
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


To be deeply loved, means a willingness to cut yourself wide open, exposing your vulnerabilities hopes, hurts, fears and flaws. Hiding behind the highlight reel of who you are, is the real you and that person is just as worthy of love. There is nothing more terrifying or fulfilling, than complete love, it's worth the risk reach for it.


020424 | 0916pm
— c/p depressionhurt ♡

⊹ (:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) ⊹ @BlitheThought


nobody really cares
about you ;

so i mind
my own business 🍃


020424 | 0924pm
— ɴɪᴄᴀ ♡