“you’re such a giver, so much of my life would be unimaginable without you”

i’m exhausted living the life i do. i find myself in a constant loop of depression. not depression in the form of sadness but emptiness instead, i feel this weight on top of me that feels impossible to lift and even more impossible to enjoy life with. i’ve dreamt a lot about going nowhere, and wherever nowhere is i’ve thought of making a home for myself there, steps away from the sand and endless sunsets, where i’d sit down and collect seashells everyday; tirelessly spending day after day next to the ocean. i feel in need of going nowhere and feeling the sand, in need of being surrounded by nothing but nowhere.

“and until you heal, you are going to be toxic to everyone who tries to love you”

You don’t have to understand life. You just have to live it.
-The Midnight Library

anni, amori e bicchieri di vino, non si contano mai…

“years, lovers and glasses of wine, these are things that should never be counted”

But forgiveness is a delicate act, no?

Literally in love🫰🏽

I’m so grateful for having all these amazing people in my life. It’s genuinely the most heartwarming thing knowing you’re surrounded by so much love.

To my little loves,

Life would be bleak and un-opinionated without you. Our conversations keep my mind floating. Your presence is felt. My appreciation for you runs deep🫶🏽

“Do you remember your first love? It came in through a door full of light and you let it take over everything, to bring light into your life, fill your dreams, until, as always happens with our first love, one day it went away. You must have been seven or eight, she was a pretty girl your age, she found herself an older boyfriend, and there you were suffering, telling yourself you would never love again— because loving is losing.”

“But you loved again— it’s impossible to conceive a life without this feeling. And you continued to love and lose until you found someone…”
-Hippie