Namby pamby is a phrase I learnt this week. It means sweet and childish. Disapprovingly of course. It reminded me of this jibber jabber I would like to call writing. Making something out of nothing. I have been thinking about the role I play in my own suffering, let alone the suffering of others. What does one do when this is all one knows? What is the point of being good if it is a striving. If it stands as an opposite to the bad, is it really good? I have tried changing myself for a very long time. It is hard not to be a victim of spiritual pride after a milestone or two. A glimpse of the falseness of trying to be better leaves one in quite a hopeless place. Standing, or sitting alone and naked. It is commonly accepted that for a tree to extend to the heavens its roots have got to reach hell. Of hell Dante writes abandon all hope all ye who enter here. It is difficult to do namby pamby hopes around a question such as hopelessness. It is nothing, not a thing. Words are a poor translation.
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I struggle in figuring out what to let go and be patient with and also what I deserve and I don't. I don't know whether I should let you keep triggering all hidden feelings of mine because the line between แ
แแแ แจแฐแ แ แแตแแแต แ แญแแแแตแ and แแฐแฝ แจแฐแฐแแฝ แขแจแแกแฝ แ แญแญแแฝ is sooo blur.
I have no idea which sin I'm paying for this time, as much as God is loving and forgiving, a person will always ALWAYS reap what they sow. but which sin? huh?
Nearly all the social media content i consume yapp about letting go and leaving and being nonchalant which basically leads to hiding your wound and dying rotten.
As much as Opening up creeps tf out of me I'm fully aware it's also a way for getting better.
As much as you know the แแแป are going to make you call for Buddha you never want an amputated limb๐
The spiral never ends
maybe this is what growth feels like.
I have no idea which sin I'm paying for this time, as much as God is loving and forgiving, a person will always ALWAYS reap what they sow. but which sin? huh?
Nearly all the social media content i consume yapp about letting go and leaving and being nonchalant which basically leads to hiding your wound and dying rotten.
As much as Opening up creeps tf out of me I'm fully aware it's also a way for getting better.
As much as you know the แแแป are going to make you call for Buddha you never want an amputated limb๐
The spiral never ends
maybe this is what growth feels like.
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