I'll try today. Ever since my bday my life's been shit. Random medical symptoms on my mom (which does not have insurance and not only I need to cover but also drive and take care of her). My grandpa fell and had to be taken to the hospital. My cats been waking me up at night, and on Wednesday my phone got stolen. Now I can't even play games as apparently I have tendonitis over my right arm (been bugging me for over a week and only today I clutched up and finally saw a doctor over it).

Started actual therapy a few weeks back but ever since my life's been shit and can't have the mental space to talk about the things I actually want to talk about

Luckily my grandpa's back at home now with an immobilizing boot but we're afraid he might not be able to walk again, as also his mental state is worse now, so it's possible he might not have much time left.