I cannot make you understand
I cannot make anyone
understand what is
happening inside of me
I cannot even explain it
to myself.

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It's too late for me but I still wonder if you've ever liked me before this? Or it always me being delusional.

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I would absolutely give you the moon
But it's not mine to give
I would plant flowers on your pillow
But that's not where flowers want to live

I would learn to speak to birds
And ask them to sing your favourite song
But bird language is hard to learn
And I have a much bigger tongue

I would break off a piece of the star
To make sure you always have light
But my hands are only flesh
And can't extend to that height

Therefore I give you my heart
For it lives inside of me
It's the greatest thing I can offer you
And you will never need a key

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I have given up on giving up.

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Today is world mental health day. May the mental health fighter will be healthy one day. You are a strong person to survive until now.

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the clouds teach me that nothing remains the same :)

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tenang saja,
sejauh mana pun jarak memisahkan kita,
doaku padamu akan tetap terhantar seperti selalu <3

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my 🧠 : do them how they do u
my 🫀 : i can’t

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I'm the cursed one, help me to heal not help me put more poison me.

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I guess it's always all in or nothing. In loving someone, there is no other option. It's scary sometimes to be honest. You open your heart for someone in which you trust that they wouldn't stab you from the inside out. I guess that's the risk. You never know will your love be returned the same or not.

Love is a wild card in life. Never know when it will come, never know when it blooms. So be it. I'm taking the chances, even if I might crumble.

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Red flag people meet red flag people nothing good happens and it becomes worse, that's why it need someone who can fix them to be a better person.

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Did you know that lately I've been practicing on how to communicate my feelings properly? I'm learning how to cook. I've been taking notes on how to keep a relationship healthy. I am building a better version of me, so I can give you my everything and not just a fraction of what I had, so I can love you wholeheartedly.

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Ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dari sifat dengki, jauhkan aku sifat ain, jauhkan rasa iri apabila melihat orang lain hidup lebih baik dari kita. Berilah aku rasa syukur dan tidak membandingkan banding rezeki.

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when you choose yourself
everything around you
will choose you too

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just because it's taking time
doesn't mean it's not happening

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Oh to have peaceful thought.

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I hope we find an ending we deserve after all the things we've been through.

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life gets better when you realise you never make a wrong decision.
the choices you make lead you exactly where you're meant to be. 🥰

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make the best of what
is in your power
and take the rest
as it happens

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i've learned that people
will forget what you said
people will forget what you did
but people will never forget
how you made them feel

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