how i look full rage inside me watching ppl who made me feel this being carefree cuz they couldn't care less about me

(it is, i just need to pretend i don't care that much otherwise i won't survive)

i'm like those cats who come back home with dead animals and they leave them at your door to tell you they love you but i'm sending you weird memes with no explanation nor talking and expecting you say that i'm good and you love me

i wanna learn how to do them again, i think they're still a cool gift

gotta fill that ho- [gunsh0t]

let me bit a little crazy and dramatic for a while