why does it feel like i can't truly ever love anything i love. there are always restrictions, borders, laws, norms that keep me from expressing myself the way i need. it's so fucking bleak. i'm going to die alone, having achieved nothing, created nothing, loved by no one. it's over for me.

neither played the games. the difference between the two is that one lies about playing them and the other one does not.

доброе утро.