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From the movie 'Fifty Shades Darker' a song by The Dream which is 'Code Blue' has these repeated lines.

ㅤㅤㅤThat's what I get for loving you, code blue
That's what I get for loving you, code blue
As far as I've learned Code Blue is-

Code Blue (emergency code), a hospital code used to indicate a patient requiring immediate resuscitation.

Why does he get code blue? Is the separation making him feel like he's dead?
But then, when she was with him was loving her also code blue then? As he only says that's what he got from loving her.

Why does he feel like crying when he is close to her?
The closer I get to you; The more I feel like crying.

Aang :

ㅤㅤYes, when his lover is away he feels like dying by heart arrest, so he is warning "Code Blue" so the lover comes back to make his heart live again.

ㅤㅤThe fact that he falled in love induced the heartache when she's gone. "That's what I get for loving you" sort of means he contracted this sickness that requires a "Code Blue" anytime she's away.

ㅤㅤThis might be related to the movie issue of S&M love, which includes love with physical pain. That is maybe why he cries. He could also cry because when he is with the lover, he know it won't last and the lover will leave him again.

Sisi lain dengan bumbu baru, 𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗨𝗛.

Jangan lupa memberikan salam penghormatan, gadis yang menduduki banyak gelar itu sangat menyukai ragam pujian untuknya.

kamu abadi di sepanjang nyawaku.

Aang dé Leclerc.

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flowers (tulips) open when they feel the sunlight. moonrise, tide change right before our eyes, aggressive but softly, you place your lips on my lips. we're each other's vice, our feelings, they go deep, deeper than the touching. deeper than the ocean, so we ain't never rushing through. our days, or our nights (or eclipse, disaster and so on), ain't no repercussions. never get enough, i'm only for your consumption (please, still need me, hero) always rain the most in april. every scale needs to be stable. earth keeps spinnin' around, we're breathin'. so thankful (for having u in mylife, hero). my love for you's habitual, not for a moment, but forever. know it sounds untraditional, never ungrateful for it, that's how we both want it (habitual, hero) can't nobody keep me like you. call it unconventional, our love is habitual.