‘'I overplayed my part, I cared too much'. no!you were simply being you: gentle & thoughtful. someone was using you for their own benefit and you’re trying to understand how you messed it up? you didn’t. they didn’t value you the way you valued them, and that’s never your fault.

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you know it's heartbreaking to hear someone say, "i wasn't always like this." and by "this", they mean their anxiety, their fears, the little things that make them uncomfortable, the way they struggle to trust again. as if this version deserves any less love :)

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Sometimes you just have to give up. Stop fighting for those who will never stand up for you. For those who are constantly hurting you. Sometimes it's okay to put your sword down. To walk away. And leave it all behind

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unfortunately I don't think twice before speaking. so I'm as shocked as you are.

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You have to know how much of yourself you are willing to give. Because people who take advantage of others will take as much as they can. And they won't think twice about it. They'll do as they wish. Take as they wish. And they will never be sorry for what they've done.

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healing isn't easy. it's feeling stuck, sleepless and hopeless. losing people you thought would stay forever. failing to achieve your dreams.. but also never giving up & trying again anyway 💪

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but how many wounds did you endure because the person holding the knife was the one you loved?

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Yes my lovelies!!! bad things will happen. But you know what else will happen? You. will. get. over them. Trust me :)

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To avoid stressing your eyes at work. follow the 20-20-20 rule. after 20 minutes at work, take out 20 minutes to book a flight & disappear for 20 days! :)

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and I wonder what is the greater wish. this entire world or to be free from it?

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I either feel everything. or nothing at all. & idk what's worse -- drowning or dying of thirst!

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feb 14 soon. but there's no 1 4 me.

my curse is to feel too much and still not react. to absorb too much and still not react. i see the change in tone. every shift in behaviour. every expression. every selfish intention. i carry it all & still not react.

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It took me a while to understand that the love stories of the world aren't for me. conversations, dates, long drives, more dates, more conversations, with the same or different person over and over, endlessly, aren't for me.
I know that it might take endless steps to walks away from here. But I am going to walk because I have places to get lost into. memories to forget... & stories to not tell.

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be the person who can lose the love of their life, lose their job, deteriorate their health, deal with debt, lose their friends.. but still remain calm & kind & say "fuck it, I'll figure it out"

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to the ones who often text me after the sessions that they weren't notified..im notifying it earlier.

QnA session will be live after half n hour..
if you wish to attend can drop a text at @thelostdiarybot.. I'll ans all the texts today! have a bit of free time :)

also can share ur playlists or piece of writings or your clicks ( if you're into photography)

www.tgoop.com/thelostdiarybot

ffs it's not an AI bot which talks. it's the admin who just uses the bot to answer ur queries :')

im tired of explaining lol

it's live .. sorry a bit late

www.tgoop.com/thelostdiarybot

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